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Sunday, October 2, 2011 @ 10:38 PM
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It's scratched into my brain.

:l



Monday, September 26, 2011 @ 3:18 PM
But I do understand.



Congratulations babe!!!
Wednesday, September 21, 2011 @ 3:51 PM

Rosalyn now has her red provisionalzz. I knew she could do it.

I HAD NO DOUBTS :)



Day #2-3
@ 3:02 AM
Yup. Been workin' on zee portfolio.

However earlier today, I ran into some complications with Photoshop CS5!!!!!! Nasty little piece of Photoshit.

Fortuntely, the problem has been eradicated... And because of that I've erected a 'Restart Once In A While' general ruling 'PRECAUTION' in the form of a mental post-it note.

- NAMELY -
  • Did and Done 'DESIGNS' SECTION
  • Illustrations are taking FOREVER. LUL
  • Currently sorting through my list...



Man who can't be moved
@ 2:26 AM
He understands his deterioration.

He, as usual, apologised. But it was different.

He, however, seems more than EVER determined to change. (yeah I know right.)

I won't bother typing everything he said... It's just too much. Killed my phone time with Ro. I'm sorry babe. He is too.

I'm kind of relieved... He fully understands the situation. Didn't hold back, I said everything that I felt and wanted. I didn't care.

I said to myself 'He's gonna not give a shit and run away or just say sorry two days later' but I was soon to be discovered WRONG.

He absolutely agreed.

???

He is essentially sorry for having been disgusting to me... hurtful... A dick... Causing pain... being a disease.

He just got slapped in the face by the universe... As he was hit in the face with the fact that he was '... never a friend...' to me. That all along... he was just hurting me... and causing me pain. He didn't realise the full extent of it.

lul so emo

He says he'll fix it. This is the ultimate test. If he fucken fails... it's over. Forever. Why am I in on this? I have nothing to lose.

BTW if you're wondering. Yeah, I addressed everything to him in that pre-previous blog post 'rant'.

Proud of me ro? I didn't hold back.

P.S. I still fucken think he's a DU-MA dooshfag, mother fruca ghost NUT fuckwit CON CAC.



COMMENTS
Sunday, September 18, 2011 @ 9:53 PM
I just figured out how to add the commenting segment in my blog.

Took a lot of trial, error and coding.



Screaming Abyss.
@ 4:18 PM
You just don't know how to be a friend. Honestly.

Fucking appreciate it when you're cherished as a friend, when you're considered a great friend.

There is something called sentimental value. Not everything needs a reason. Not everything needs to be completely beneficial for you. How god forsaking selfish of you.

Yes. Selfish. If you don't think you are, then stop suddenly revealing that nearly non-existent 'but I think about it' side just as soon as you're being accused of this selfishness.

Funny how when you're asked by someone ELSE... You're quick to say 'yes' IMMEDIATELY no matter the cost/expense (which you thoroughly complain about when I step into the picture, or invite you somewhere.)

You won't even realise the day when you were being used by the rest. Good luck finding that shoulder to lean on in the future.

BTW - You're probably too caught up with grinding on an Attack + 7 Weapon Attack Scrolled - DOUBLE HANDED SWORD and succumbing to the deteriorating stains of your precious sedentary/TAFE failing/gaming life to even take a look at this blog which I have tried so hard [countless times] to get you to read.

Have you even visited the last two Youtube accounts that I tried to hard to get popular with? Y'know, my films? You wouldn't even look at them. You're just thinking 'oh, it wouldn't benefit me so what's the point' or 'It's just a waste of my time' or 'I'm busy with picking up Year 9 high school girls.'

How about my website? Again, this blog? You've never even asked me about my life or how I'm doing. You didn't even try comforting me when my brother was giving me the shits - when I was screaming through the phone that day. All you want to know is what will make you happy and what will benefit yourself. Do you even try finding out what makes a person happy? How to cheer someone up? Yeah, that's stuff you learn when you decide to make friends... In Kindergarten.

Another small point (but in no means insignificant) that I'd like to question you:

"What the hell is getting you telling me 'I don't want to know about it, don't involve me.' when I ask for help/assistance?"

Who SAYS THAT?

CARE FOR OTHERS (that aren't fucken Japanese Idol Masters, Seiyuus (anime voice actors), Korean pop stars, petite small girls or yourself). Be. My. Friend.

You also stole my art ideas... But it doesn't matter because you made lame manga/anime versions which don't even look right to begin with.

Do you care about me as a friend? Am I boring to you? Are you envious of me? Jealous? Tired? Annoyed?

What is it?

Fix. It.

Can't you accept change? Is it that I have a beautiful girlfriend? That I've actually matured? That you're a 19 year old MAN who plays games all day... Fails in a musical career you can't even live up to... EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW YOU NEED ALL THE HELP YOU CAN GET; THAT YOU NEED TO WORK INCREDIBLY HARD TO SUCCEED IN?

Speaking of which... You ask me to help you so... So dearly... Yet you don't even -wait for it- fucken accept my help.

What. Is. It?

I don't even know.

And I will never know.

Because you are one stubborn motherfucker jones.

FIX. YOURSELF. UP.



University Break - Day #1
@ 3:17 PM
Hey guys. I'm back. Yup.

Apologies for not having a very extravagant welcoming message for everyone...

ANYHOW... (I swear, people who use 'ANYHOW' to start up loser messages are gheyy)... I'm going to BLOG on every single day of my university break to keep track with my progress~ in terms of productivity with 'work' and life.

More specifically, I'll be blogging about the usual eventful, daily post... Then I'll list my productive activity here on MKREWOUND.

I edited my blog layout yesterday and so was unable to blog. So, I'll be doing that NOW; recapping my day 24 hours ago.

Yesterday I managed to finish the 'DESIGN' section of my online web portfolio. Also, I constructed a simple list detailing the other duties and tasks that are needed to complete my website. I actually don't have much left to do. I just need to finish collating and editing my Illustrative work for my 'ILLUSTRATIONS' tab (yeah, I got one of those) and then work on my 'uni break digital art project'.

What's next? Well, I should try updating my photography. Crap. I just came to the saddening realisation that I have forgot the dimensions/measurements of something important. Oh well, I'll figure it out... IN DUE TIME.
I have my Moody Birds scanned... My 'Hand drawings' scanned... and my ART EXPRESS '09 coming up! :)

Wish me Luck!

Today... I'll attempt to completely finish my portfolio. I have no time to waste.




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- Everyday -
☑ Tell Ro I love her :)
☑ Love Ro back
☑ Be cheesy and corny
☑ Be myself

- Wish List (in order of priority) -
☐ External Hard drive
☐ Refurbished 15/17" Macbook Pro (October '11)
☐ Adobe Creative Suite
☐ Billingham 307 Camera Bag (07 Series)
☐ Canon 24-70mm f/2.8 Lens
☐ New High Quality Headphones!
☐ Samson G-Track Microphone
☐ Jackie Chan movie posters
☐ Jackie Chan films on DVD
☐ Canon 5D mark II/Canon EOS 7D